Are angels real or so I wonder
Do they exist or is it just blunder?
I seek them faraway and in my mind
Always the query will I ever find?
What angels do is calm and soothe
Me enlightened upon an universal truth,
Passion and energy, love unconditional
Thinking of my angel makes me emotional.
All these years I searched for my angel
right by side she was , making me able;
Comforting me through pain and tears
Guiding me along ,allaying my fears.
Age of innocence and troubled teens
Bunking classes, college not very keen;
Letters from afar, love and advice galore
Breaks my heart, won't get them anymore.
My mother was my angel, the one I sought
Whom I loved and sometimes fought,
Memories come , heart's painfully wrought
Feels like life has come to a complete nought.
With my angel gone
I'm in a state of flux;
Will I ever get out
Of this spiralling vortex?
My minds in turmoil
Answers I do seek,
Why does Death come
Silent and meek?
Don't know if we'll meet again on that beautiful shore,
But promise will shower my love on you more,
All my love , transparent and hiding
Will come to fore, time was biding
Carried me lovingly in her womb
Cared for me always unto the tomb
If I'm born again, I want to be your son
My prayers for that have already begun